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Summer is truly starting to set in as the sun rises slowly in the blue, cloudless sky, and the birds outside are chirping merrily. But with the large window covering most of the wall in the main living space and the sunlight above, Derek stirs with a groan, burying his face further into the warm pillow and the covers surrounding him to shield his sensitive eyes.

He feels a little groggy as he starts to pull himself out from the depths of sleep, not that far from what it feels like after experiencing wolfsbane in his system, and, what he can only assume, it feels like to have a hangover.

It doesn't take long for him to fully come to his senses and when he does he jolts up with a start. Brigid. He looks to his right where she's still lying beside him, but thankfully he doesn't appear to have disturbed her. She looks peaceful in slumber, he thinks, unable to remove his eyes from her sleeping form, and he reaches out without thinking about it, carefully brushing the wild strands of red hair away from her face. He finds himself smiling, almost as if nothing's changed and they're still teenagers without a care in the world, but the weight of the darkness around his heart doesn't let him forget for long.

He's glad she's here, he realises, even though he still can't let himself believe it's going to last; he wants to, but he can't. The second he starts to let himself hope, he knows everything can only go downhill from there, it always does. But maybe if she sticks around long enough, if she manages to settle without bolting as soon as she discovers every single sordid detail, and he knows she's going to have to meet the others at some point.

Derek carefully manoeuvres himself into a sitting position, back against the head of the bed and covers hanging over his clothed lap. He didn't plan to sleep through the entire night and half of the morning as well, but he needed it, and he knows that Brigid did as well. And he can already feel a lot of the weariness gone from the solid night of sleep. He catches the fresh scent of Isaac, but he can't hear his heartbeat from within the loft, so he knows he must have been and gone, always trying to stay out of his way to make sure he's not a nuisance. He doesn't mind having him around, though, and it's not as if either of them have anyone else, but he can't help feeling relief that he can hold off on introductions a while longer until he can catch her up with the recent going-ons.

He doesn't know how long he sits there, watching as the sun fully rises in the sky and glancing down to the woman beside him, a woman he never thought he would get to meet and the memories of the girl she used to be faded from the hard years that followed. He's an alpha, yes, but he knows he's far from perfect, that he wasn't born to the role, and that he's going to make a lot more mistakes before he finds his feet. And he's still got a long way to go before he can be anything to anyone beyond that, but if she's at his side then he thinks he can learn to try that much harder to discover who he was supposed to be before he got thrown off course.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Brigid hates this dream. Hates it.

She's warm and the sound of a steady heartbeat is in her ear. She can smell someone else in the bed with her and knows they're there because they want to be and she wants them to be. But Brigid knows it's just a dream. She'll wake up, in Boston, her back against the wall, her arms desperately clinging to one of her pillows.

The house will be silent, and her alarm will be just about to go off, telling her to be responsible and head into her job.

Brigid knows this routine. It happens more often than not, anymore. And she just doesn't want to walk around with the aching feeling in her chest for yet another day and pretend that everything is okay.

She wants it to be real, wants it to not be a dream just for once. Brigid just wants to wake up and not be alone any more.

Light hits her eyelids and she groans, burying her face into her pillow. Light is bad and she hates it. Yawning into the pillow, she tries to remember what she has to do today.

But the pillow doesn't smell like her. It doesn't smell like her shampoo, her laundry soap. The air doesn't have the light herbal overtones of her house. There isn't the honking of cars or hiss of hydralics from the buses that trundle along the streets of Boston.

Heartbeat. Not hers, someone else's. She can hear it, feel the warmth of their body next to her. Cracking open an eye, she looks up at Derek. It hadn't been a dream, then. She'd found him. She'd made it to him after years of mourning the loss of him and his pack and the future she'd dreamed of having.

The dream isn't a dream. Not this morning. Scooting over she rests her head on his lap, shoving hair out of her face. She half-closes her eyes and just lies there for a moment, reveling in the knowledge that he's really here, and it wasn't a dream.

"Morning." She finally mumbles around a yawn.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
She rubs her cheek against his leg. This is better than the dream ever is. She always dreamed of this back when they had talked and written and she'd come to know through his words and their long talks.

Food, at least the mention of it, wakes her up a bit more.

"Food... might be a good idea." She yawns against his leg, draping her arm over his knee. "Do I have to move?" Because she hardly ever gets to lie in. Most of the time she's up and moving with the dawn. The drive had taken more out of her than she'd realized. Or maybe it had just been sleeping with someone else that makes her lazy.

She doesn't really care which. Staying here with him is more than she had hoped for. The dream had been broken and now she wants to reforge it into something stronger.

Something occurs to her. "Did I dream a floppy haired guy or did that happen?" She has a vague recollection of seeing a guy with floppy, curly hair but not much else.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
She glances up at him and rolls onto her back so she can see him fully. "Good. You're comfortable." Very comfortable. She could get used to this, though she probably shouldn't, since she isn't sure what's going to be happening. But, Brigid will stay as long as he lets her, and as long as he's comfortable with it.

Her forehead crinkles for a moment. "Okay. I thought I dreamed it." So weird. She's not even sure what she saw, except she'd rolled over and snuggled back into Derek, going right back to sleep. Brigid covers a yawn and forces herself to sit up.

Her curly hair flops in her face and she pushes it back behind her ear, irritated. It's always wilder in the morning, especially if she doesn't let it dry before going to sleep. He mentions coffee and she pulls a face. Coffee is not her favorite. She's a soda drinker, sure, but after the last week or so, she should probably stick to tea and juice. Otherwise, she'll start sleeping like she had last night. Not a bad idea, but not the best one she's ever had.

"I have tea in my duffel. I'll make it. You have the fixings for pancakes? I can throw those together for us." She leans her head on his shoulder, slipping her hand into his again. Physical contact is such a big deal for wolves and she has a feeling that Derek has forgotten that.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
She looks down at their hands, his thumb rubbing over the back of hers and closes her eyes again. This, this is what she needs and what she's been lacking in forever. Brigid has been holding herself back from the pack, especially after she learned about her Da, the thought of going Omega teasing at her for a long, long time. Derek had been the perfect catalyst for her.

"I like to cook. It's been a long time since I've had anyone else to cook for." With it being just her, she'd cook a lot on the weekend and then freeze everything for the week so should could grab what she felt like. It made her life simpler, but also reinforced the idea of how alone she'd been.

Brigid squeezes his hand, knowing what he's saying. "I can't imagine what you've been through, Derek. I won't try. But, as I said before, you're not getting rid of me now." She looks up at him. "I'm here and not going anywhere."

... Then her stomach growls.

"Except to the kitchen. Come on, I'll feed both of us and we can decide what to do from there." She finally climbs out of the bed and then tugs on his hand. "I'll stay here, or get my own place, whatever you want. But after food."

Brigid loves her food. She'd learned to cook out of self-defense of the food budget. Between two werewolves in the house, they'd needed a cook.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Brigid sighs and starts rummaging around. Why? Because she can, and she needs to think about what she's going to say. She doesn't want to add to his burdens, but, there are some things he needs to know.

"Markus killed Da." It's bald and open, but doesn't carry nearly the pain it used to. She's gotten away from the bastard and that's taken half of her grief away. "A year after the fire, Markus..." She takes a deep breath and stirs the batter, setting the pan to warm. "Remember my complaints about that woman Da was seeing?" The woman used way too much perfume, and didn't want to curb anything for the better good of the family and didn't care about Brigid. Not really, anyway.

"Anyway, she ended up pregnant. Da had asked before about telling her everything, but Markus had said no." She's watching the pancake cook, not able to look at him. "When she got pregnant, Da asked again, because now it's a bit more important. Markus said he'd think about it. She was four months along and interviewing pediatricians. I'm not sure what happened, but twelve hours after visiting the Emissary, she lost the baby. Da said there was a chemical in her bloodwork that only the Emissary could have given her." Flip goes the pancake. "Da challenged Markus while I was at school. Markus killed him for it."

She takes a deep breath and looks at Derek. "I've been considering going Omega for more than a year. I'm part of your pack, Derek. I will not go back there." She will go Omega again before that happens.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-30 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't a well-known fact about what happened. She only knows because her Da had left her a letter - a letter Markus knows nothing about, and she's keeping as insurance. With it are tests results, timelines, everything. Her Da was a damned good cop.

The book is also insurance against Markus. If he makes a peep about her leaving, or has the audacity to follow her, she'll make sure that every single Emissary and Alpha knows about the book and she'll offer them translations as well as copies.

She doesn't play fair, but she's learned how not to.

Brigid smiles, pulling the pancakes off the stove, and putting on more. "That means a lot, Derek. Thank you." She whispers. Because she knows that he and Laura would have taken her in. "It's over and done now. And staying in Boston had certain advantages. I went to college while still in high school, spent two years in Ireland, and already have my PhD. And a plan to go back to school again."
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-08-31 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
"I managed. Carlos, my one friend, still calls me disgustingly perfect." She should call him and tell him she's on the right coast to actually see him for a change, instead of horrible Skype conversations that are over too quickly.

Brigid looks up at him and smiles. "I am home." At least she feels like it. Sure, she'd expected Laura to be the Alpha, but it doesn't bother her in the least to have Derek filling that role. She likes just being with him, and if the sleep last night is anything to go by, he likes having her here too.

Two stacks of pancakes have made a magical appearance on plates. "Here. You should eat too. Then we'll figure out what to do. I need to clean out my car, get my license changed over, get mail forwarded." She waves her fork. "And you can fill me in on the stuff I need to know here. Do you still have the same Emissary?"

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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-12-01 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Her call to Carlos had resulted in his arrival only a few hours later. She's pretty sure that he and Kevin had broken more than a few laws to get here as fast as they did.

She walks with him, away from Derek and Isaac - who still looks a little shocked about how quickly this had all happened - and then stops when he leans against his car. "You have something to say." She knows Carlos, knows he does.

"Chica, he's the boy you used to talk about. The one that was supposed to have died and he suddenly alive and you just throw everything away to come out here." He drops his arm around her when she leans against the car next to him. "Are you sure?"

"A church wedding, Carlos." Brigid reminds her friend. "I've never been more sure of anything in my life. I love Derek. Still. I can't explain it, but he's.... Soulmate sounds so cheesy."

Carlos chuckles softly. "The Church wedding; I sent pictures to Mama. It's too late to back out of it now. What are you going to do when all those pretty Boston Irish boys show up in protest?" He shakes his head. "There's going to be a memorial parade in Boston..." He snickers when her hip bumps into him.

She's more worried than she lets on about people from Boston showing up. It's a possibility. But she's married now. And she's married in the eyes of the Church, which they will respect. She just... Her cheeks flush and she looks at her sandaled feet. Right, that whole consummation thing.

"You know, if he hurts you, that very pretty Camaro of his will end up in the Pacific." Carlos says it with a smile on his face and loud enough that Brigid knows Derek can hear. She huffs out a sigh.

Kevin chuckles. "Keep her safe, huh?" He says to Derek. "I've only met her uncle a couple of times, but he sets my nerves on edge. Wouldn't surprise me if he came out here and try to get her back to Boston."
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2013-12-31 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"Stop it." She nudges Carlos, but her eyes find Derek. Carlos won't do anything and he is a friend, even if he's a friend that has a very big mouth. She wants to go over and reassure Derek that everything is okay, but she really has to get rid of Carlos, first. He has a bad habit of rubbing people the wrong way - not everyone's known him since fifth grade, after all.

"Ah, chica. You married. What else am I supposed to do?" Carlos asks, shaking his head.

"Take your boyfriend home?" Brigid asks, wide eyed innocence personified.

"Really? Kevin and I thought we'd stay up here and get to know -"

"Kevin! Come get your man." Brigid calls, shoving away from Carlos with rolled eyes. Honestly, he's her best (only) friend, but he knows better.

Kevin snorts. "Congratulations, Derek. You're a lucky man. But I'd better go rescue Carlos, before she does something drastic to him." He shakes his head, smiling to himself. "Carlos, what did I tell you about needling the bride?"

"To let you help?" Carlos yelps as Kevin just picks him up and throws him over a shoulder. Carlos isn't that big, and, well, Kevin's a blacksmith and it shows. "Chica! You better call me! Kevin, what did I tell you about manhandling me?"

"Not to do it in public?" Kevin asks as he stuffs Carlos into the truck they drove up. "Was nice meetin' you guys."

Brigid shakes her head and walks over to stand next to Derek as they pull away. "Sorry about Carlos. He's... him." She wrinkles her nose. There's really no other explanation. "He's known me since I was eleven and he tried to put a beetle in my hair."

"A beetle?" Isaac asks, looking vaguely discomfited.

Brigid shrugs. "I told him that a spider would do better, but then he'd get bit and it still wouldn't bother me. I was proved right." Her fingers brush against Derek's hand, offering a bit of reassurance. Carlos is intense even for people that have known him for years.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2014-01-29 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Pulling my pigtails would have gotten him in trouble with his mother. She's almost as scary as your mother was." She gently squeezes Derek's hand. Brigid likes that he's quietly affectionate with her.

Carlos fills a very important spot in her life. He's the friend that drags her out, when she is stuck too far into her books, or in her own head. He's the one that makes her laugh with ridiculousness. He's also the one that makes her envy his gentle easiness with Kevin, despite their loud displays.

But, Brigid knows that Carlos rubs people the wrong way. She understands that the history they share isn't one that Derek does. Though, it should have been. Carlos had been the first to find out about the fire, outside of the pack. He'd been the one that her Da had called for help, to keep her from pining to death.

"He won't be up very often. No matter what he says. His degree is a lot more challenging and hands on than mine was." She shrugs.

"He's getting a degree?" Isaac scoffs.

"PhD in... engineering of some kind. I don't understand it. There's a lot of math, and occasionally explosions." There have been times she's wanted to call him to help her with something, but those calls would require long explanations that she's not sure he'll ever forgive her for.

Brigid bumps Derek with her hand, an impish smile on her face. "And he grows on people. You know, like a fungus."
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2014-07-16 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Brigid can’t help but laugh. “I think I said the same thing to him the second time I met him.” She grins. “I apologized for Carlos. He said Senora Montoya already said the same thing.” Brigid shrugs. “But he’s still been my best friend for years. If his mother can’t be here, he had to at least. Or they’d never let me forget it.”

She leans her head against Derek’s shoulder, glad for the closeness. Brigid’s always been quietly tactile with people, and while she hasn’t really had that the last few years, It’s nice to be able to take advantage of it again.

Hopefully, Isaac won’t find it too uncomfortable.

“Should I put dinner together?” She asks, looking between the two.
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2014-07-17 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
She leans toward him for the kiss, almost disappointed when he's not there any more.

Brigid feels as if her smile will become permanent. There are things that she missed, distancing herself from Markus and the others these past few months and weeks. "Well, it's not going to be anything fancy. Just chicken potpie. Tomorrow, I'll make the beans for enchiladas and make Senora Montoya's salsa."

To her, it's no big deal. She used to cook like this all the time. Now, there are people who need her to cook.

However.

she does hope for some alone time with Derek tonight. They might not have a normal wedding night (she wouldn't object. Nope. Not objecting. The promise of puberty had paid off, okay?) but it is their wedding night and as sweet as Isaac is, she wants some time alone with her husband. "Isaac, start cleaning the carrots and the potatoes." She calls after the young man. "Teens and food. It used to get me somewhere, especially if I didn't have to cook it all."
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[personal profile] bostonhowler 2014-07-17 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Isaac is going to Scott’s. Oh. She hadn’t known that. Derek must have set that up when she’d been busy with Carlos and Kevin.

She slips her hand through his arm and follows him into the loft. His warmth sinks into her and she’s glad of it, since it, and the heat outside might explain the slight flush on her cheekbones. She hates being pasty white Irish. It’s literally a pain in the knee sometimes.

Once inside, she folds her sleeves back and ties them up. Now, they’re out of her way. “Alright, Isaac, stop mangling the carrots.”

“I’m not!” Isaac complains but steps to the side, letting her in there.

She immediately starts working on the pastry that will cover the entire thing.

“Derek? Can you come scrape potatoes?” She calls, smiling over her shoulder at him.